I used to wonder why anyone would want to hurt themselves in a relationship but now i see
It worries me that my boyfriend isn’t encouraging me to go to the doctors me like hello I’m stupid and wont go till I’m dead
I think i found a lump in my boob but I’m not sure and I’ve been touching my tits for like 2 weeks trying to figure out if they’re supposed to be like that. Part of me wants to go and sort this but the other 90% wishes its something bad and I’m dead within a month. Depression is a strange thing.
Im just not happy any more
Please can someone just give an opinion because i have no one to talk to and i don’t know if I’m being crazy or not, my boyfriends been not telling me things and hiding the truth for months now and he acts like its my fault when he bunks college or goes out with his mates and doesn’t tell me then i find out somehow and then he acts like I’m the crazy one for getting mad, like i tell him things that happen in my day like normal conversation but he just doesn’t and its weird like all talk to him all day and then find out he’s been doing something completely different to what he’s supposed to be doing and it just drives me crazy
Im so angry because i know you’re all tucked up asleep and I’m sitting here sick to my stomach with stress because I’ve had to get an uber home at fucking 12 at night because you were being a cunt and now your whole family’s going to think I’m a weirdo for having a meltdown and leaving
